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Thursday, June 12, 2008
what are all these arguments for? I HATE IT! but I cannot stop it. I don't wanna end this friendship like that but we never seem to be able to come to an agreement.
Nobody will ever know how much this friendship mean to me because it's like as if I'm the one being unreasonable. Can somebody stand at my point of view and see. I don't know how to tell ppl because it may seem like as if I'm just being over-sensitive.
Akbar told me to just talk as per normal but it's difficult. He offered to help but I rejected it. Am I the one being difficult or is it how everyone would have reacted. I'm also angry that a friend, a friendship that mean so much to me is taken away just because of one stupid GAY.

I don't understand why superficial people gain so much and when I'm being so true to you, you don't feel it. Is it that diffcult to listen to what I have to say and so easy to hear those stupid grumbles of his/her. Because you're not going through what I'm going through you don't understand how I feel being wronged. You don't understand my feelings towards him.

Why are you more bothered about your football when I'm trying to tell you things that mean so much to me. You'd rather see some stupid other blogs but the one I wanna show you. You don't even bother to smile at me when you know I'm feeling down. You don't know how to smile. Then is it so easy for me to smile and fake that I'm so happy, with no sorrows, troubles or problems. It just because you don't listen and to you, nothing else is more important then your problem. Listening seem to be only a one-way thing. Would you even care if I cry right now? Would you ask me why? Would you even listen? Do you see me more than a classmate? A friend? or just some random person? I'm not for anything more than just your pair of ear. Are you just so busy when I can spare so much for you! It's holidays now for God's sake.

I don't know why, but my life seem to be so dull. Is it because I'm asking too .much? All I need is just that someone to be there for me.